記得

我发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走 
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞 
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过 
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说 
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么 
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多 

如果你也听说 有没有想过我 
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我 
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落 
要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何 

如果你也听说 会不会相信我 
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我 
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个 
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔 

许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过 
我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作 
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么 
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多 

Sometimes

Sometimes I get so fed up when the internet line is not working. This happends ( counting 1,2,3,4 ...) almost every damn day. You see, once the internet line is not working, there are only three things you can do. One, point at your frekin computer/laptop/handphone and start to scold vulgar words. Two, look at your computer/laptop/handphone like an dump-ass, doing nothing but breathing. Three, you will just get the hell out of the eff-ing place and wont ever want to get into the net ever again. This is a major problem. We need to do something about it. So please contact your current internet provider's hotline as soon as possible to avoid unnecessary problems like this. Lagi tengok ape? Ambilah telefon anda dan hubungi pihak berkuasa. Selamat menelefon !

Yeah, just got a hair cut. Quite satisfied with it cause last time my hair was kinda, THICK. So, its much more better now ;DD Happy. Headed to Bangsar after that. Shopped for a while and had Italian food at Vineria ( Bangsa Shopping Mall ) The food there was DELICIOUS . Decorations there was Fantastic. Took some pictures there :D

Balik kampung

Finally, I went back to my grandmother's home. It's been ages since I last went there =X Honestly, I miss my wai po so much. Brother went masion again. What the ..... I'm speechless about him already.

翻着从前和你一起合拍的照片，

脑海中你的样子又不知觉地浮现了，

滴与你的点点滴也一点一点地被唤醒了，

是的，我又想起你了，

泪水也被我的思绪所牵动，

不自觉地留下来了，

其实我比谁都清楚，

我和你已经玩完了，

但心中依然还有成千上万个不舍，

那时候的我好痛苦，

好想好想把你给忘了，

曾经努力过，尝试过，

偏偏越是努力，

越是尝试，

却越是觉得你在我的生命中，

已经是不可磨灭的一个人物了，

活了那么多年，

从不觉得我是一个人软弱的人，

在你离去了以后才明白，

其实我也没那么坚强，

听见某些歌，看见某些事情，

只要是是与你有关的，

都能让我流泪，

而你也是唯一一个，

能让我一想起就能流泪的人...

虽然和你的爱情不完美，

但我从来都没后悔爱过你，

虽然你我不能手牵手到达终点站，

但和你一起经历过...

我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许

我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提

总是以为终究化作云淡风轻

所有结局在这夜里都已成形

爱到了底痛的是我的真心

This song represent my heart ...

Fallin' in love

I fell in love with a guy lately. He is so gorgeous. The way he sings, the way he talks, the way he plays the guitar. I admire people can sing and play guitar at the same time. Honestly, I can easily fall for them :D Aww, it's the first day of holiday, Xiao Ying came. FINALLY, I have the chance to meet her. It has been ages since I last see her. We both cant meet up due to our pack schedule. Its so near to PMR and we both have to attend lots of tuition classes. What I can say is HECTIC. HAHA. By the way, I'll post up a video of him.

Click to listen his gorgeous VOICEEE

Tonight

Went Euro Deli at Damansara for dinner. It did not turn up as good as I have planned. Someone ruin the whole dinner. I hope no one knows that my tears was rolling down. Sometimes I don't say much doesn't mean that I don't care or what. It's just that I don't want to have any arguements with you because I know it's hard for us to get along together happily. I have been tolerating your attitude for so many years. You made me feel tired to be a part of our famlily. I am sick of these craps. I am not a toy, play with me when you're happy and kick me a side when you're in bad mood. Do you know how I feel? Please stand at my side and think of my feelings. You knew I hate her so much and the more you get closer with her. I have nothing to say but Fuck you. Fuck you for your attitude,Fuck you for your unconcern about your sister's feelings, and lastly Fuck you for your everything. You pissed my whole fucking life.

Pictures that I've took

Song for today

Click here !

Life

Trying to change my lifestyle now,

gonna go for a more optimistic life,

get rid of unnecessary stress and worries,

forget about the painful past and move on for real.

working hard to get my time management right,

have to do so, or else I'll just continue to ruin my life..

Sorry my husbany

Another day has gone. Here I am. Still blogging. Wonder if I ever have the chance spending time with you, how my life would be. Seriously, I don't know. Well, the above sentence was my imagination, so let's get back to reality. Today was a boring day. Come to think of it, I really gonna practice more on my music. I have been neglecting it for so long, I am sorry my husbany, guitar. I have promised to spend more time with you since... I don't know when, but now, I break the promise. I have been so busy with my book lately. I don't even have a proper sleep. Suffering from insomnia for no reason. I have to go. Will blog next time. Chiao.

Sepang Goldcoast

Went to Sepang last Sunday, and I was like so lazy to post it up. So I've decided to post it up today. 4 of us went there. Me, brother, his girl and father. Mum went to Bali, so we have the time in the whole. Took some photographs there. It was a quite cool trip by the way cause it helps a lot on reducing my stress. Had a good time passing lots of places :D Picture time .