Thursday, January 6, 2011

Mood-less



今天是开学的第四天,
当中发生了很不愉快的事,
不透露, 但你应该比谁都清查.
最近的生活都很激掰
到底是犯了什麽錯
我才发现, 我这几年来,
我一路走, 一路遗失很多东西.
我从没来没想过往要后看.
直到有一天, 因为某些事,
我决定往后看一看.
我看到原来的我是那么的糊涂, 笨拙.
时间一天一天的过, 
从来没往后看的我掉了无数我人身中最重要的东西.
朋友也遗失了好几个,
这都怪自己没用,
自己没办法管理好份内事.
现在后悔也来不及了.
其中一位是我中二遇到的好朋友,
她, 教会了我很多东西.
我们也经历很多事情.
我们才认识不久, 但是我们却像认识了对方十几年.
也许, 这些都是缘分吧.
我很感激她对我的关怀及爱护.
虽我们俩现在有一段距离,
但是我不会忘了不你这位好朋友.
就当作这分开是给我们彼此之间奋斗读书的时间.
得空记得出来聚一聚.
相信时间会很快的过, 
到时候一起念大学, 一起生活.

还有, 我很想告诉哥哥,
我想你了, 是真的.
你对我来说的关怀我无法回报.
但是我可以肯定你在我心中永远是最好的.
谢谢你留下最珍贵的回忆给我.
很可惜的是, 本来说好互相学习,
现在已不可能了.
我得学会面对事实.
得不断的告诉自己,
再难的生活也必须继续活下去.
林施丽,
不要再闹了,
快点清醒过来吧 !

Have a look on my golden hair. HAHA.





Monday, January 3, 2011

Back to school


It's 3/1/2011. Gowd. Time waits no men. I really really really couldn't imagine I'm already 16 this year. Oh fml. It's a new year, a brand new life is awaiting for me. But the thing is, am I ready for it? I guess so? *cross my fingers* Sigh, it feels like ohh, my dear God, I dont want to be like this. I know I shouldn't be sighing, but now I am. How life-less. Wth. By the way, it's the first day of school. The moment I walked into the class, I felt the stress cause I know once I've stepped into the class, I'm a science class student already. I'm gonna study to the fullest and score like ...uhm...flying colours? Er, I dont think so for now, I mean, good marks. Stress stress stress ! I hope everything is going smoothly like what I've expected. For me, studies is the most important task for me to complete. I don't care much about other things. Yeah. God bless me for the brand new 2011 !!